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Confidence is the Doorway I Need to Walk Through
Being confident is the key to the answers I seek in my life.
I have a pretty good idea of how I desire for my life to look. The career path I wish to take, the ancillary bits attached to that, travel to be undertaken, and giving generously to causes I believe in as well as friends and family.
Before I started to really work on conscious reality creation through practicing mindfulness, I had a tendency to never quite get to the desired goal. Instead, I would stand at a crossroads between pathway options and hmmm and haw indecisively, then typically stay within the comfort zone I occupied at the time.
Now, as I am working more directly with consciously creating my reality, and actively pursuing my goal, it feels good and feels right. But there is still that stupid, nagging voice in the back of my head telling me I’m foolish to attempt this, and that I am neither worthy nor deserving.
Knowing that I am worthy and deserving is one thing. As I have been analyzing and trying to figure out how to silence those brain weasels, I believe I have uncovered one of my largest issues keeping me from achieving the goal.
Not to keep throwing more metaphors for this journey, but there is a particular doorway along my paths that I have tended not to walk through. That is…
