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What Do I Know?
I know I know nothing, but that doesn’t make it any less infuriating.
This is what went through my head recently, and it occurred to me that it might help to share it.
There are any number of things that I do and study. Ideas, concepts, practical and impractical notions for self-help, personal growth and development, conscious reality creation, manifestation, and overall living a life I would most desire to live.
I’ve been over a lot of different resources, listened to numerous audiobooks, read books and blogs, meditated, and spent time in and out of therapy over the years. I take an antidepressant to maintain my equilibrium, accepting a family history and my own longtime war with depression.
Like you, I have good days and bad days with this. Sometimes things happen that make you question your self worth, your place in the world, and your plans and goals. Things will test your resolve, and cause you to question everything.
That’s where I am, in particular right now. This is not just me at a crossroads in my life, or working to be as content and happy as I can be, this is finding and maintaining balance.
Some recent events in my life brought me where I am now. Most of these were things outside of my control, so I just had to roll with them. Rather than get flustered or upset about…
